entry khas utk puteri LIPO

baru2 ini aku selalu baca nukilan LIPO a.k.a Nur Syazwani Azre, sahabat saya~

ini dia si cantik rupawan

i know that you're going through a hard emotional moment right now

its between your will and your mom

jarang sekali aku meluahkan mengenai apa yg terbuku di hati sejak 2 tahun yg lepas

ya, 2 tahun...

masa yg agak lama tapi masih sukar utk melupakannya

2 years ago, after the results were announced

even though my result was not as good as others

but it qualified me to further my studies abroad

just as I've dreamed for years

and I've got the opportunity

I've gone through the hustle and bustle

through the interviews and a lot more

and succeeded!!

its between engineering in Japan

and accountancy in UK (just like Ziha)

but in the end

my parents asked me to study in form 6

it hurts!!

a lot...

I felt so upset and I've turned into a very quiet person

and I spent more time in a library..

and also in facebook

I didn't even remember when was it started

but finally, I've met a group of friends

they made me laugh

and the hatred, the disappointment

finally gone

day by day

okay, I've lied~

its not actually gone 100% cause sometimes I kept jealous with my friends who further their studies abroad

but I've seen the wisdom behind the incident

yeah..

I knew a lot more people

with differ family background, differ thoughts

I learned

to think deeper

to approach differ types of people

to be more patient

etc~

and do you remember?

the crisis that happened in UK for study fund last year?

I don't know if it effect Malaysian students but it was hot issue

and the nuclear leakage that happened in Japan last few months?

even other countries affected

I would be one of the victims if I further my studies there..

Alhamdulillah, I feel great that my parents stopped me before

saya sudah nampak hikmahnya...harap kamu juga, suatu hari nanti

my dear friend

I hope you'll recover from your distress and sorrow

live your life happily

I'd love to see you smiling

again..

I wish that you'll be given such strength to go through the dilemma

I am very sure that you'll see the wisdom..

and I believe that you're a strong, gorgeous, cute girl

la tahzan ya wani...

p/s:

saya rasa saya tak cukup kuat lagi

ada siapa2 yg ingin memberikan peMUDA utk jadi lebih kuat?

maksud saya...

lebih tabah~