counting days..

to be taken, to be the completion of the other part..

to fulfill the responsibility of a new status..

to be somebody important to someone else..

hehs.joking!

if other people are celebrating their good results for the semester..

i'm counting days to be home..

to my beloved home sweet home..

to my beloved hometown...

to my beloved room..

Muo, I'm coming..hik2~

its less than a week!! hoyeah~

urgh, not to forget my esquisse~

hahah

2011 Post-Mortem...

maybe its a bit late since January seems to say goodbye soon

well, 2011 seems to be a bittersweet year for me

being a university student, exposed to a whole new world for me.. -->architecture

having lots of new friends, all sorts of kind

well, not all are positive..there are also negative things..

I wish that I could relegate all the negatives and hold on to the positive things my whole life

well, I did quarrel, a lot! hahah

but that makes me think and make self-reflects

the best part is, my relationship with whom I quarrel with became even closer than before

we even share few secrets of our own to each other..heheh

Alhamdulillah..

learn from experiences, self-reflects and think how to improve ourselves..

insya-Allah, we'll be better person

hoping to be perfect? hahah

'perfect' have never been in my life-vocab as what has Hlovate wrote in Versus..

  You'll never reach perfection because there's always room for improvement.Yet all the way to perfection, you'll get better

hopefully, I'll get even better, day by days..

insya-Allah :)

Sekalung Al-Faatihah Buat..

sebentar tadi aku melihat senarai hari lahir sahabat di muka buku --> facebook

dan salah seorangnya...

seorang adik a.k.a junior semasa di sekolah

juga merupakan rakan sejawat..

hari ini tarikh kelahiran beliau

yang ke-20, sewajarnya..

tapi hari ini dia sudah tiada

lama sudah dia meninggalkan kami

tapi aku takkan lupakan dia

Anas Kamil Bin Ahmad..

orangnya baik pekerti

sopan santun, ringan tulang

selama mengenalinya, aku senang dengan perilakunya

insya-Allah, tergolong dalam kalangan orang2 yg soleh..

Al-Faatihah utk Allahyarham Anas Kamil Bin Ahmad..

p/s : aku rasa aku dah boleh deactive fb..atau wasiatkan kepada waris aku utk deactivate akaun fb bila aku sudah meninggal dunia nanti..

kalau suka...

I am one of the person who will hardly to fall in love to someone

but when I fall for someone..

it will take almost forever for me to forget my likeness for him

yeah, I am a teenage too

maybe once...

I'm lying if I said I haven't fall for someone at all

well, I am normal

I did fall for a guy

my best friends did not know who he really was..-->sorry girls..

they were just guessing names, etc

I feel so shy and blushed each time I was in front of him

my heart uncontrollably beats faster than usual

but at the same time, I've acted cool

its been years now --> more than 5 years? I didn't really remember when I did start falling for him

and even now, I still like him :)

even though we're thousand miles apart --> maybe thousands or less

 I don't know why I adore him so much

I heard from my friends that the guy likes me, just waiting for the right time to approach --> they didn't know that I like the guy

is it real? or they are just pulling my legs??

I had once hoped that it was for real..but I kept it rational

I may be the one who have a crush on him, while he is much,much,much way better than me

sorry girls, I didn't mean to keep it a secret from you all

but I think its better if I kept a secret from all..

let only me, and Allah knows who he really is.. :)

design brief..

well, after the internal review previously, we had the design brief for next semester

AAR 500 - Deign II

will I take this subject next semester, or I'll have to repeat Design I?

hopefully I'll moving on, Insya-Allah

well, our studio master will be En. Nas, who taught us this semester too

so, it wouldn't be too difficult for us to adapt with his tutoring style, cause we've already in it, perhaps~

and the other lecturers are not sure yet, they will decide on the next meeting, En. Nas said

we're going to have 3 mega projects..(chewah~)

and the theme is...Travel and Living!!

so we're going to Kelantan, Malacca, TLDM and KL Central...insya-Allah

scales for the 1st and 2nd project will be 1:1

so, I can't never stop imagining how big my models will be..heheh

and the third project, I didn't really remember the scale, but its not 1:1

not to forget about our esquisse, the A2 board..

full of freehand sketches, lettering, etc..

relating to ergonomic and anthropometry..

and there's also mark for the esquisse..

so, it means,,,I can't play around this semester break..heheh

well, whatever I'm telling you now is not confirmed yet, except about the studio master

because, the lecturers from our campus have to standardize it with the other campus..

and it will be soon,,,insya-Allah

hopefully, there will be no changes anymore...

new semester, new spirit, new ideas, new attitude..

insya-Allah....

review for semester 2

AAR 450, Design 1

masuk kelas pertama pd 13 sept 2011, selasa

terus dapat first assignment, group work

buat sculpture within 2 hours

alhamdulillah, tiada masalah

20 sept, pergi Papan, our 1st trip

colour scheme investigation

paling menarik, kami naik lori dr jln masuk hinggalah ke tmn herba di situ

lebih kurang 4km

4 okt, ke ipoh pula

2nd trip-study on geometry, pattern & textures

18 okt, our 3rd and last trip for the semester

pergi gua tempurung, study on planes

best sangat...

masa pergi tu KRU productions sdg buat penggambaran 'Vikingdom'

nampaklah juga encik pengarah, hero, heroin serta cara mereka bekerja

dan kerana itu juga, kami terpaksa menyongsang arus :)

3 nov, new assignment-mood box

aku buat mood quixotic

simple, tak sehebat sahabat2 aku yg lain

6 dis, brief for our last and final project-form and space

based on instrumental music

aku pilih P.I Tchaikovsky's 1812 Overture

then review, review and review

review studio-19 Jan 2012

internal review (lecturer S. Alam)-26 Jan 2012

and coming soon..

external review (RIBA's representatives, etc)-1 Feb 2012

AAR 451-Construction Technology 1

a whole new world for me

belajar pasal materials bangunan, cara buat, etc

utk semester ini, aku belajar Masonry Construction

ada 2 trip

yg pertama ke kawasan pembinaan di hadapan UiTM Seri Iskandar tu..

dan yg kedua, ke Siputeh-load bearing construction

then, present our site analysis and report on 3rd Dec

AAR 452- Ancient Civilization and Western Architecture

serius cakap, aku tak suka sejarah

tapi sejarah architecture sgt menarik

cuma..yalah kan, siapa yg mampu ingat sejarah 100% dalam jangka masa pendek kan?

terutama org spt aku, yg hanya baca buku sejarah sehari sebelum peperiksaan

heeeee~

AAR 454-Ecology and Sustainable Environment

siapa yang tak ingin selamatkan bumi, sila drop sahaja subjek ini

bila dah dapat kesedaran nanti, baru ambil

saya cintakan alam, jadi semestinya subjek ini sangat menarik bagi saya

salah satu assignment kami adalah menulis mengenai apa yang berkaitan di dalam sebuah blog

utk kumpulan kami-Friend of Nature

kalau dilihat, tidak banyak yang kami tulis

maaf..

BAB 451- Basic Arabic 2

memang niat aku ambil subjek ini dulu sebab nak bantu CGPA

jadi, serius cakap...

walaupun aku tidaklah mendapat 100% dalam setiap kuiz dan ujian yg dijalankan

tapi, bolehlah berharap agar ia membantu CGPA aku kelak..

BEL 492-Presentation Skill

I love English

so, I've enjoyed this class so much

even though my first assessment was hilarious

but I didn't give up

I did my very best in my 2nd assessment

so, insya-Allah everything will be fine

HBU 124-Badan Pertolongan Cemas

apa yang boleh aku katakan?

ianya samalah seperti PBSM

heee

tak dpt jadi doktor, jadi ahli PBC pun jadilah...

so, that's all what I've learnt during the semester, academically

tentang apa yg aku pelajari sepanjang semester ini dari segi lain pula, akan aku huraikan di waktu yg lain, insya-Allah..

nota kaki : harap-harap tak perlu repeat kelas design, tak perlu repeat apa2 lagi..hee~

forgive and forget

it is a quote, which is very familiar and popular for me

to forgive and forget

easily said

you may forgive, but will you really forget?

when there's scar in your heart, its hard to heal it

the wound may not be vanished

even though you hold grunge on me,

I just wanna seek for your forgiveness

saya ingin memohon maaf kepada sahabat2 sekalian atas segala khilaf, atas segala kata2/perlakuan yg mengguris hati, atas segala salah dan silap.minta dihalalkan segala ilmu atau segala perkara yg pernah dikongsi bersama saya. kepada sesiapa yg saya terhutang dengannya,,sila beritahu, insya-Allah akan saya langsaikan. terima kasih atas persahabatan ini..