kalau suka...

I am one of the person who will hardly to fall in love to someone

but when I fall for someone..

it will take almost forever for me to forget my likeness for him

yeah, I am a teenage too

maybe once...

I'm lying if I said I haven't fall for someone at all

well, I am normal

I did fall for a guy

my best friends did not know who he really was..-->sorry girls..

they were just guessing names, etc

I feel so shy and blushed each time I was in front of him

my heart uncontrollably beats faster than usual

but at the same time, I've acted cool

its been years now --> more than 5 years? I didn't really remember when I did start falling for him

and even now, I still like him :)

even though we're thousand miles apart --> maybe thousands or less

 I don't know why I adore him so much

I heard from my friends that the guy likes me, just waiting for the right time to approach --> they didn't know that I like the guy

is it real? or they are just pulling my legs??

I had once hoped that it was for real..but I kept it rational

I may be the one who have a crush on him, while he is much,much,much way better than me

sorry girls, I didn't mean to keep it a secret from you all

but I think its better if I kept a secret from all..

let only me, and Allah knows who he really is.. :)